Evanescing

 I've seen it all before, from the Earth to the Moon and from the Moon to Mars

I've seen myriad distant solar systems and galaxies, with collapsing stars

And I've seen nothing, nothing but what they've wanted me to see

And I've believed what they've told me and I think you'd agree

Maybe I've heard it all before, for I know what they said

Maybe it's just their voices, that I heard in my head

It's all in my cranium, I'm repelling the attacks

It's melting my mind, it's dripping like wax

I can't focus forward, it's all just before

I feel it fading, there isn't any more

Now is not and time's not meant

Now's a dark not heaven sent

I am trace without material

I am lost, I am ethereal

And I am regressing

And 'now' I am...

Evanescing