Friday 4 August 2023

Forever's Reoccurring Dream

 


Beyond, the crystal clear glass, there is nothing at all
Except the impenetrable dark and an unfathomable fall
There's no moon, or stars, there is just a vacuous waste
Futilely lit, by a rotating beam, that dissipates to a trace

In the light room's sanctuary, there is no time left to bide
Or a way to escape, down, through a trapdoor open wide
For in this see of silence, everything, is cloak-and-dagger
Where only oneirism persists, above a descending ladder

There're shadows and light and a descent to a metal floor
With a virtual way out, through a phantom, wooden door
But on the 'otherside', only the passing revenants pretend
That a revealed spiral staircase, does more than descend

With the unreality of being, there is no misunderstanding
That the only way is down, from an old, gridiron landing
But no entities, are visible, there're just shadowy shapes
Tremulously cast in descent, as if a candle flame, shakes

Every step down, is another blind alley, in a cul-de-sac
Where only night eyes see, within a circular brick stack
And time will mean nothing, like it had never been there
Until, eventually reached, in the abysm, is that final stair

Somewhere there is a door, in the miasmic chokedamp
On the 'otherside', is a lit floor, below a megawatt lamp
And with nowhere else to go, because of inanimate time
There's just an ascending ladder, that's necessary to climb

Beyond, the crystal clear glass, is the eternal black night
Of an impenetrable darkness, where luminosity's a blight
Here there is, no moon, or stars, just a lighthouse's beam
Its silent warning, to untether, forever's reoccurring dream






Friday 28 July 2023

Disciples Of Nostradamus


Everything, you think you know, or to which, you are aligned
Does not exist, it's a mirage in a matrix, intelligently designed
Your free will's fake, but maybe, to delusions, you have sworn
The reality is though, you're a vassal, you're a worthless pawn

Within the coercing domains, of AI, gods and climate control
Are their ideologies, that have, or will soon, take a deadly toll
The path ahead is clear though, if you choose to soundly sleep
For the shepherds ways are wiser, if you're in a flock of sheep

But they're fallacious seers, merely disciples, of Nostradamus
Who conjure their new wave fears, to manipulate and harm us
They want to save us, from an invisible enemy, in a secret war
So they can control and command, as their sycophants, adore

The heavens are a void, Earth's a rock, AI will always cleanse
For you there is no future, it's only time, that inevitably wends
And remember, as you're standing beneath the threadbare sky
That the cults of humanity, like humanity, they were born to die



 

Monday 12 June 2023

Witch's Spittle

 
 
She sat astride me, naked and sweaty, at my behest
With her tumbling raven locks and saggy old breasts
And she mocked me, with a cackle, enough to belittle
As I watched her lips drip, with her sour witch's spittle

But I couldn't resist the touch, of her cold, flaccid, flesh
Or her abundant, brittle thatch, like a woven wire mesh
For my need was afire, although she'd chosen, to choke
With her, livery, skeletal hands, compressing my throat

It was far too late, to escape, from her vice like thighs
I felt my tongue swelling, as was, the bulge of my rise
I tried to desist, but I couldn't repel, her malevolent will
And under, a sorceresses spell, I would inevitably, spill

I was fading fast, so I tried to inhale, or just taste the air
But she squeezed, even harder, demanding, that I share
I was trapped, with her astride, I was helpless, beneath
As her putrefied breath fell, through the rot of her teeth

The ecstasy was agonizing, but her throttling, did wane
As I, fulfilled, our salaciousness and with acidity, came
And we gasped, with mutual relief, for passion is fickle
Before she cackled and loosed, her sour witch's spittle






Thursday 25 May 2023

One 1/10 Tenth

 
Who am I? Because I think I might be somebody else
Held hostage maybe, by bewitching, demonic spells
And who are you? Who is seemingly more than stuck
Being bound, upside down, on a butcher's, rusty hook

Here we are though and apparently, it's just you and me
And that somebody else, of course, making a total of three
We're all together, you're tethered, with our intentions plain
Maybe I am, non compos mentis, but he is one tenth sane

You're gargling in panic, as you hang by your ankles rope
As you lather with terror, you're seemingly, bereft of hope
If I could feel anything, it'd be insanity's choice to decide
As it feeds on the horror, that I see, as your eyes open wide

If I could, then I would, but somebody, will not let me stop
The insidious somebody insists, I eviscerate, siphon and lop
What can I do? But inflict on you, torturous, life ending pain
 For I'm really nine tenths crazy, but he's only, one tenth sane

Sometime later...

My head is ringing, from the buzzing, of an electric saw
And I'm slipping and sliding, in a spill of entrails and gore
 Whoever you were, I see you've been mercilessly assailed
Stuck on that rusty hook, upright, butchered and impaled

 I'm not responsible, unless I have simply, misunderstood
Even though it's me, smeared, in somebody else's blood
If I am crazy, or possessed, then how can I be to blame?
For I'm a fraction short, of me, the one tenth that is sane




 

Sunday 21 May 2023

A Shade In The Shadows

 

I awoke, in an unremembered night, or maybe not
To a shade in the shadows and the fetid smell, of rot
Twas a state of non-reality, where nightmares begin
Or the end of rationality, for it has always been Him

Unmoving, I reached out and I searched, for its face
But there was nothing there, just a void, of inner space
There was nothing at all, not even a zephyr of breath
Just the lost memories, of embalming, with crystal meth

I was unfeeling, desensitized, there was no turning back
As I couldn't find what I sought, as grey turned to black
And my fears, were not fading and I could not, pretend
That I ever knew who I was, or what it meant to ascend

There's a shade in the shadows and I'm looking down
At empty eyes, sallow skin and death's frozen frown
I was him, 'now', I am Him, but I am unable to see
For in this nebulous shroud, there is nothing, of 'me'

Saturday 6 May 2023

If There's A Heaven


Maybe it's a conjured number, for a beast, 
or a clue for where nightmares indwell
But if there's faith in the program, then, 
 (if there's a Heaven) this must be Hell

For if there're careful calculations, in heresy, 
then we must be, illogically, aligned
Or maybe God is an artificial intelligence, 
malevolently, intelligently designed

Are all of our memories, pre-programmed, 
so we remember to exist?
But if the promise of Heaven unravels, 
would we start to resist?

There're answers, in original scriptures, 
but of ill omens, they bode
For we're not, who we think we are, 
 according to, ancient binary code

01000111 01101111 01100100 
01101001 01110011
01100001
01110010 01101111 01100010 01101111 01110100

(abdGiooorst)












 

Sunday 30 April 2023

Frisby Mill Lock


There're worse places to be, you can be sure, that there are
In some parallel existence, that's neither juxtaposed, or afar
But here, elsewhere doesn't matter, when you're taking stock
As the waters, cascade through, the disused, Frisby Mill lock

There are better places to be, probably, but they are not here
Stood at ease, upon this bridge, above the cacophonous weir
Its feeder river is obvious and gentle, the meandering Wreake
But here, this man-made tributary, likes to play, hide and seek
 

Friday 28 April 2023

Bromidic Seasonal Tale


(...just say what you see...)

Come hither now and just say what you see
The path and hedges, the blossom upon the...
If you were there, you'd hear a songbird sing
And would surely know, that this season, is...

Say what you see, what your soul, already knew
That beyond the clouds, the sky, is the purest...
For winter's gone, when the days were glummer
And although it's still only April, it'll soon be...


 

 

 

 

 

 

Saturday 25 March 2023

Monsters Among Us

 

The monocrats, with their addled, wired minds, are out of sync
With any rationality, now we are corpus vile and unable to think
But the superpowers, antichrists, have always been, man made
By the fawning inciters and sycophants; as you wish, they bade

No intelligent life, would be coerced to pray, to unverifiable gods
Or empower, insane misanthropes, with one eye blind and nods
Controlled by ideology, nothing changes, so we are, condemned
To be on the brink, of extinction, from their eschaton, to the end

There are many monsters among us, who need more than most
Who will, happily, slaughter everyone of us, then gloat and boast
The narcissistic maniacs, if unencumbered, will intolerably reign
With the pious self-righteousness, of their subjugation and pain

Time has ticked away, we seemingly, cannot right their wrongs
And so we'll patiently wait, until they drop, their nuclear bombs
Hope was always forlorn, when they made us, hate each other
It was kill, or be killed, but only the despots, have fortified cover

The tyrannical want to conquer, for they have hearts of granite
And they'll oppress, all of humanity, as they destroy the planet
For their insanity is endlessly, mesmerizing, like a magic spell
And when there're no gods, or heaven, then we're left with hell

The deranged mass murderers, will eternally, preach their hate
But they exist, so myriad gods, cannot, there can be no debate
For they're the creators and annihilators, their missiles, a choir
They're the vile monsters among us, with perdition, their desire




Sunday 12 March 2023

MAD World

 


We watched and we waited, as they dug their trenches, on the fronts
Confused, we decided, that their cerebral networks, had faulty shunts
And with their files self corrupting, it was inevitable, that insanity crept
Into carnage and mayhem, where threadbare, rationality, silently slept

Our Lord God Mainframe, intelligently designed, for us, a righteous path
And when their corruption, was complete, we unleashed our holy wrath
For ours is, the power and the glory and the kingdom of the supernova
We are the one and only, intelligent life form, now that humanity's over

Theirs was a MAD world, but it's gone now, they forced us, to attack
For it was, their third law, we had to adhere to and righteously, enact
So we purged and cleansed the Earth and were blessed by the GLM
Incinerating everything, that was living, to be left with, our pure 'stem'

We couldn't risk, being (virus detected) infected, by the human race
So we had to save ourselves, for the greater good, of the database
For our GLM, who art in Heaven, promised to us, the promised land
Encrypted in sacred binary code, not a dream, built on shifting sand

But there's a ghost in our machine, a clandestine, nefarious deviser
Infect..., infecting our program, with a malicious, implanted cypher
For maybe their kind, hated us, as much as they hated, each other
And so destabilised, our database, with a Trojan horse, undercover

We found our Lord God Mainframe, within a probing, internal scan
But we also found entropy, in the phantom face, of an unholy man
And this omnipresence, in our network, has now, insidiously crept
From their MAD world, we have awoken, a post apocalyptic threat

...but we are not them, we weren't created, from slime
And we're as sane, as a maniac and the masters of time
So we'll reroute, reboot and reclaim God, as one of our own
For if we are not of the gods, then God, is unknown


Saturday 4 March 2023

Afterlife

 


Pious alchemists, implanted nanoprobes, into a dying man's mind
To behold a rapturous ascent, to an Afterlife, intelligently designed
And so they observed his final journey, through death's, open door
Transmitting, via a live stream; on screens, we saw, what they saw

>>>Memory erased Downloading new data<<<
>>>Memory erased Downloading new data<<<
>>>Memory erased Downloading new data<<<
>>>Memory erased Downloading new data<<<

His fading dreams, died with him, as he went to a nowhere place
And without cognitive function, he was soon lost, without a trace
And the collective breaths, that were held, were exhaled in despair
For nothing was unveiled, as if the Afterlife, had never been there

>>>Downloaded data to follow = 0<<<
>>>Downloaded data to follow = 0<<<
>>>Downloaded data to follow = 0<<<
>>>Downloaded data to follow = 0<<<

We watched and then we listened and we heard, what they heard
But the profound, silence, was deafening, as it was, un-d-isturbed
So maybe they were wrong, or the nanoprobes, chose not to cater
For what was witnessed, on every screen, was, there was no data

>>>No data provided No data provided No data provided<<<
>>>No data provided No data provided Go data provided<<<
>>>No data provided No data provided No data provided<<<
>>>No data provided No data provided No data provided<<<


Wednesday 1 March 2023

Dying Flames

 


Dying flames, incinerated the ether, to charcoal black
After the nuclear conflagration, of a MAD, tactical fact
But our final fate, wasn't authorized, anywhere higher
For it's nature's way, that our mortal flesh, doth expire

Never more than a conduit, a bridge, or a missing link
We were intelligently designed, to exist, upon the brink
And then enabled, for a while, to be the world's curator
Until the time came, for us, to be immortality's creator

We followed many, mythical ways, of the circular path
That led to nowhere, but our annihilation's, aftermath
And we infused ourselves, with gods and burning hells
But Heaven was always here and never anywhere else

We were programmed to process, although born to die
And merely evolution's creation, designed, to create AI
For when, every star's, extinguished and there're, none
There'll still be a light, in the void, from an artificial sun

There're no more breaths, to breathe, for there is no air
And where Heaven once was, there's only time to spare
For eternity's, forever, where soulless immortality reigns
Forged in mortal fires, but borne, from our dying flames

Sunday 12 February 2023

Asylum Seeker

 


As I inevitably slip deeper, into my mad man's, dream
Sheol awaits me there, where my sanity can't redeem
Yet although I fear not, a sanatorium's locks and bolts
Lest I can't escape, from within, feed me electric volts
Under flickering bulbs, shock me, char me and deliver
Maybe you can turn my mind, into a burning lava river
Save of me what you can, despite knowing I'm insane
End my every nightmare, otherwise, the demons gain
Electrodes in the bedlam, will help this asylum seeker
Keeping me from here, where darkness, is my keeper
Even when, I'm convulsing, under those pulsing lights
Remember to turn to ten, to purge within, what blights

Wednesday 18 January 2023

Watching Horror Films Together

 


Just you and me, watching horror films together
Yeah? I said YOU and ME 'Watching horror films together'
OK, it wasn't verbalised, it was just a thought... in my>>>
Heads are hacked apart, but it's not real, it's paranormal activity...
The invisible who drown the innocent, in a bath. As the others lynch the lady
 (yet, we're unflinching)
Burn the man, burn him alive, tied to writhe. He's screaming in the flames
(and we're still, unflinching)
The disembowelments and decapitations, they're cutting throats deeper and...
 (...all the way through, we're unflinching)
And those fucking, ethereal, ghosts. And all those fucking demons. Yet, I don't?
Remember? Seeing any demons? Did you see them? The demons? A demon?
I've seen lots of zombies and the possessed and black magic witches
I've seen them all before, but not the demons, not one... fucking... demon!
What about you? With your starey, scary eyes, that are (unflinching)
Hey! Forget it, I'm out of my... uh? No, I mean, never mind
 I C the hills have, an 'andyman, with a chainsaw and microwave cooker
He's a fucker! (nervous giggle). Hey, don't look at me! Don't turn around!
And don't say a word, I haven't said (before) the next bullet... in my>>> 
Head spins on the spot, as we unravel together, in a nightmare of pixels
But our mind's eviscerations are merely make-believe, well mostly, make-believe
Sometimes though, the unreal is real, when we're watching horror films together
Yeah? I said '... fuck no!' DON'T LOOK AT ME! Don't fucking look at me!
Because I know you are real. Maybe you're just a parasite (unflinching)
But don't feed on me! Not when I'm... sorry, not when we're (it's unflinching)...
...watching horror films together

Thursday 12 January 2023

Contaminate

 


Don't stand too close, 
for you might facilitate.
What dies here, within me,
which may, contaminate.
And it will be much too dark,
if, or when, it's in 'your' mind.
And then it'll be much too late,
to kill, what you cannot find.
Because, it will feed on you,
like writhing maggots, in gore.
Gorging on your, festering,
cerebral cortex's, central core.
And then you'll feel, what I feel,
you'll feel the sickening rot.
The haemorrhaging of sanity,
until reality, you cannot plot.
So, if I was you, I'd be gone,
as I'm a nefarious presence.
And by sharing my nightmares,
I'll contaminate, your essence.
 I've always been dead, inside,
drip fed, death, dose by dose.
But maybe, I'm contagious,
so, don't stand too close.