I'm Going To Torture You

Forgive me, you don't deserve this, although it's long overdue

As I've decided, in-or-out of my mind, I'm going to torture you

If I could find a different way, I'd take it, but enough is enough

I'm not ashamed, for it's my demons, that are calling my bluff

They've left me with no choice at all and so, I've had to agree

It has to be you, to assuage them, as it's their binding decree

I need to calm their ire, to escape, what's trapped in my head

So where I will be leading you, is to where you need to be led

I know, when and where, for it is going to be happening soon

On an evening, woodland stroll, under the next waxing moon

I'll take you to the secret place and I'll lead you, hand in hand

Along a quiet path, to a shady glade, with it all being planned

Maybe you'll close your eyes and embrace, the heavens dusk

As you breathe in deeply, at ease, for yours is an implicit trust

And I will be standing, one step behind you, I will be right there

With my hands upon your shoulders, to show you, that I care...

...and then, I'm going to torture you

I'll drag you to the ground, pin you down, as I use tape and ties

You'll be paralysed, by fear and confusion, etched in your guise

And your horrified eyes will be wide, as if begging me for mercy

But I won't be able to explain, about the demons, that curse me

I know my heart will be pounding and will barely be able to cope

And your heart will be pounding, when you espy, a hanging rope

You'll wriggle and gargle and be, sweat drenched, by your panic

But surely you'll have known, long ago, that my heart is satanic

Your tears, will be pouring and imploring, as if opening a sluice

As I stand, on a prepared log and put my head through a noose

My feet will almost graze on the ground, as I swing in the choke

The despair in my head, will be yours, that I may need to invoke

Somebody will eventually find you (us), or you'll probably escape

You'll be so messed up, you'll scream when you take off the tape

And you'll crawl away knowing, I did to you, what my demons do

For I'll be in your nightmares forever and I'm going to torture you